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Friday, January 30, 2009
30th January 2009 c0mments!
Trying to look
on the
bright side
of life
1st and foremost
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JH
Played cards at chye ping house,and ordered pizza hut.Finished,played cards for awhile again,then met tao han to go sbc to watch the juniors match.roman joined us halfway.They were good but,Aiya,I dunnoe la..All de best to them.After that we went to play ball.Mi roman and adrain then went to tpy to eat dinner,then home.Super tired again.
Filled with disappointment,but who really cares.I tried but it fails.I know my words didn't affect you.I..whatever..Haix...I have been trying to forget but now and then,it just came back.U came and left such a deep impact on me,and it seems like that it will never be gone.Everytime i saw it,I just arghhh!!!!i am filled with mixed feelings i can say.To me,you are the prettiest i can say,but it doesnt make a @@@@ing difference now.
I dont think love at 1st sight is possible ba.To me at least.But once again,nothing is impossible,so...I wish my life was like a fairy tale where i could decide the next plot.I am at a lost now.I yearn for someone to guide me along.I hope god had plan the route of my life.Obstacles are standing in the path of our life,or shall i say mine.Cause it doesnt really bothers u i suppose.

I Played @ 9:27 PM


30January2009 c0mments!
Slept at 3 last night,and for no apparent reason i woke up at 6.15 like that.ZZZ.Couldn't sleep.Then at 6.26,a msg came,informing that I had got into business administration at SP.I tink i had remained emotionless.Haix.Couldn't sleep after that.Got myself to sleep at long last,and thanx to mrs lee call,i was awake and cant sleep liao.I was not really that excited nor disappointed?It was my 3rd choice.But I somehow lost the motivation to sudy.Cause if np work hard,i mayb still can try get the damn scholarship,but sp!WTF?!?!NO CHANCE IN HELL.Nothing is motivating mi to study in sp..unless...hahax...ZZZ to the max.GREAT!I also dunnoe y i so sianz sia.LAME sia..STUPID.OMFG,i am like seperated from ALL my friends?!?!Alot people gng tp and np,but I heard from no one that is going SP.WOHOO!!!!!just call zl and she said she got in sp also...finally!!actually lewis also gng sp but appealing out.

freak!got to rush and go out liao.Cause my mum just said'bu yao yong ni dian hua da le..ni last month bill lai le,dou hai mei you kan.'SIAO LIAO

wow!took 2 hours to complete this post..Pei fu myself sia

I Played @ 7:52 AM


29 january 2009 c0mments!
Dragged myself off the Freaking bed,prepared then went to jr house to bai nian.Mahjong!woots!!LOST lots of money!!hahax.Finish then we played poker!!SONG ah!LOST AGAIN!!Then played blackjack!!FINALLY won and recoup the loses.Played till bout 3 plus then met yu jun,wei jun and chye ping go sean house.Played card there,starting blackjack play then no win no lose.Played poker then won money!!!!Freak should have been about 50-60 dollars richer if not for arghhh!!!!@@@@ Okay.Mok lewis joel mark keith and nai nai came.but mok joel mark and wj stayed at sean house,then the rest of house tgth with sean bro go bball.Haix..played,then played full court with another group of people.Wah!Really not bad,especially got 1 red shirt guy.He got 1 freaking move really dam freaking shuai.Love it man(As in the move not the guy.I AM STRAIGHT).Lost both matches,then return to sean house for steamboat.Those people had already started eating without us,as we reached there at bout 9plus.Finished dinner,played cards for awhile.Lucky last game blackjack,then win money.Cabbed home with yu jun chye ping and lewis.SHAQ.

ARGHHHH...Tmr the posting results coming out.I can only hope for the best,but...many things don't turn out like what i wished it to be.

PISSED

I Played @ 12:04 AM


Wednesday, January 28, 2009
28 January 2009 c0mments!
Woke up nth to do,called jh jr and yy to play ball.Actually gng CHS play,but aiya,went to cyber cause of smth..Super freaking hot.Then even before we play,Jh say we go Jr house play mahjong.Hahax,everyone on,but we played a match before we go.Went home bath then went tpy meet vincent and jr.Went for a talk.Arghhh!!!!The talk was really not bad.BUT...haix.The 'salesperson' the persuading skills really damn zai.HAHX.Ended,ate dinner then home.
TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS
(I believe)

I Played @ 11:00 PM


27 January 2009 c0mments!
Went to alan house house for visiting with family,then went to lao gu house(if i am not wrong).Left at bout 7.30 then cabbed down to meet mok sean and lewis at the cathay.Dunno what happened there,my phone suddenly seems to be like wtf.Cannot call,sms,vice versa.FREAK.Hack care,went for dinner then movie'love matters'.Stupid show but at least is funny la!After that me sean lewis cabbed down to jalan kayu meet angelica for prata.-.-''...It was 12plus by then.Ate then i cabbed back home again!
CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB CAB
CAB CAB
CAB
SUCKS

I Played @ 1:11 AM


Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Wohoo c0mments!
Umm...morning cousins together with their children came visiting.Hahax..Took some pictures.They left then my sis and her bf+family came.Also left soon after.Prepared then went to my god father house.Sat for awhile then after dat got 2 chio bu came in..one I tink in her 20+ liao..the other I jiu dunnoe la!!Xianz,but what could i do??Also left for grandparents house shortly.LOLX.Rushed to the toilet the 1st thing I stepped into the house.As usual,it was super boring.Arghh..But left earlier than usual this year.GREAT.HAHAX.Just counted how much i had receive and was quite glad yea...Arghhhhhh!!!!!!!Got to save up!!!I wanna get my camera!!!

Hmm..did I really change so much over the past few months or 1 year?!?!Don't think so ba!People are surprised when they see me which surprises me!!Freak.MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!
I WANT TO GAMBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GAMBLE UNTIL I GET THE MONEY FOR THE CAMERA OR I SHALL NOT REST!!!!!!!!

I Played @ 12:11 AM


Monday, January 26, 2009
c0mments!
If given the chance to turn back the clock,I would rather not have known you.Freak.It was nothing more than a mistake.Arghhhh..It just makes me...I dunnoe how to say.But haix..Now is just too late.I could only hope that things can get better.Maybe..@@@@

I Played @ 1:01 AM


Happy New Year c0mments!
Hey HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people.
best wishes and may all your dreams come true!!
MOOOO!!!!

I Played @ 12:40 AM


Sunday, January 25, 2009
25 January 2009 c0mments!
Today was home the whole day until prepare to go out for reunion dinner.This year is different, as we are having it outside instead of the usual steamboat at home.The food was okay la,but the price was whoo!!!okay.that's all!!Gotta help clean up liao!
wishing but not looking forward to

I Played @ 10:57 PM


Saturday, January 24, 2009
Super Good Boy c0mments!
Stayed home in the noon.Then went to shop&save with my mum to get dunnoe what things.. Wah..dam good sia!!Then at night after dinner,I help my mum to clean the windows.Even better!!Wah..super good sia..Then she saw me dye hair,but she just tell me don't keep on dye,ltr my hair spoil.Song bo!!!That's all!

It sucks.It just do.Don't ask what izzit!!FREAKING HELL.At a lost for words.@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!@@@@!

I Played @ 11:02 PM


24 January 2009 c0mments!
hmm..woke up,met yy and sy and some one(let's name him xyz) at the arcade.Waited for jh come then we go cut hair.Hmm...then decided to dye my hair again too,lucky it was not much of the big difference.Then after that me and jh go makan kfc at tpy,den home.
Freak!!!So what's going to happen for now i also got no idea..Hmm..1st I should sort out what is which or which is what.Lolx.I also dunnoe what I am talking sia.Let's leave it to fate ba.If it does,it will.If it doesn't,then it won't.OMG.dam confusing.wth!!!!!!!

I Played @ 4:06 PM


Haix... c0mments!
ZZZ...think i should create a new blog where i shall not tell anyone anything.I feel this blog has like some restriction where there are certain things which I am not suppose to be saying...ZZZ..keeping it down sucks too...Freak!!!!needa cut down on the vulgarities man...I think i am still using quite a lot..
CONTROL
Arghhh...trying real hard to forget but...screw it la...is not as easy as what I had thought it to be man.FREAK..Life is not as smooth sailing as i thought it to be.
what if...

I Played @ 1:07 AM


23rd January 2009 c0mments!

Umm..shit..Early in the morning woke up,but it was like one hour later than what it was suppose to be.Panic,but lucky.Hahax!Damn,I think i was freaking dumb to have change the alarm tone to a new one and i was not used to it?Got back to sleep and woke up at 9.Freaking tired,slept at dunnoe what time last night.Prepared then went to jx house.Mi jx and xh played ball at his condo.After bathing,we went to amk for our primary sku gathering,13 ppl went in all.Went to fish and co at 1st,but the ppl too sia lan,so went to nyny.Then went for movie,umm called the 'Inkheart'...Okay la,at least is like dunnoe how many times btr than ong bak2.After that umm,about 9 of us went to Kovan there to bowl.Went off after one game cause had a bbq with sean,lewis,yu jun,wei jun mok mark joel chye ping.I was obviously late.


The bbq started,everything was about the same.And aiya,just damn it la!TMD!Got myself into some shit which is those that cannot be explained one.HAHX.Went to mok house,bath then went home.Another day gone,at least it was like a relatively great day,to be with so many friends today!!!

I Played @ 12:24 AM


Friday, January 23, 2009
22nd January 2009 c0mments!
Woots woke up like damn freaking late today?!?!One plus two??Shiok sia..but the rest of the time was like super zzz until joanne asked me go out eat at round 4plus?Halfway through wei yi called mi to go play ball so went ahead lo.Then after that go home take ball and meet him.played match when some other people came.Then got 4 freaking imba ppl came at 6plus?The other team played the 1st game lose.Second game sub me in then win liao...LOLX..cause i think they thought i noob so 1st game never play.Third game kena thrash.But really got one guy dam good,but sibei sialan.Who cares??Super happy that i managed to do some super nice passes and cutting in.BUT MY SHOOTING SUCKS.^$^$%^$&^$.Went home at bout 9plus gng 10 de time.Super shaq.Looking forward to tomorrow's gathering and bbq in the night.

I Played @ 12:30 AM


Thursday, January 22, 2009
21 January 2009 c0mments!
Woke up,brush up then we check out and off to vivo city for lunch.Then decided that we go to yj house.After the god dam long bus ride,finally arrived at her house.Took a short nap,some mahjonged,some use the laptop.After that me yj and sl played 'in between'..I really feel damn bad.Haix.Won too much,until the sl and zl have to owe me money.Lolx.Played blackjack only yj manage to recoup some losses,and the other two owe mi even more money.Me and Jr left early cause we had something on.Went back to mshs and train the non-school team boys,and i think their Attitude sucks,so i didn't really bother.Went to central and hav dinner with yy and jh,only to realise a piece of %^$^&%news.Another bad news at home is that i have to sleep in the living room.ZZZ..XIANZ

I Played @ 11:46 PM


20th January 2009 c0mments!
When all woke up,we all went for our brunch.Then paid 8bucks and went to Fort Siloso for history lesson.ZZZ!!It killed quite some time for us la...after dat KN joined us ad,we left all our things in the chalet then went to the beach with a big beach ball(bbb).Stayed there for awhile then went to the swimming pool right in front of our pool.Only the guys,and yj swam.Sl so noob,jump in then kena chase out liao.REASON:cause she too noob!OMG!!!lolx...we swim halfway then there was like a freaking snake slithering close by the pool.Then one of us still go take picture of the snake.And the people were actually trying to kill the snake.But they were so useless that they let the snake got away!What a bunch of fei wu.Lolx.Then after that we took turns to bath and have our very special dinner 'Cup Noodle'.In the end,all of us were still hungry,so we took the tram to palawan the Dumb KOUFU to freaking realise that it is close.So we went to 7-11 and bought something to eat.Back to chalet and all of us were damn tired.Especially the ZJ go crazy say what she miscarriage.Then like almost dying.But having the Auntie attitude,when at the back part gossiping,she suddenly filled with energy.Hahax,Jr 1st to die.GOSSIP SUCKS.Soon after all of us died also.

I Played @ 3:42 PM


Wednesday, January 21, 2009
19th January 2009 c0mments!
Met up jr,lunch den off to yj house.And not to our surprise,they were being slow again.Zj came and after Yj packed finish we cabbed off to sentosa.&%%$&%The stupid sauce spilled all over my freaking pants.At loing last we reached Sentosa.Then that idiots at there say we cannot check in cause we not of age yet.We were like xiao liao..Hahax..lucky I asked for one guy then he helped us check-in.Put everything in the room then went to fetch the zl and STUPID sl.Return to the chalet then JR go start the fire.Jh and yy joined us after that.Ate and after we cleared up,slacked by the poolside,then went in after awhile.Bathed and drank.Yy SUCKS(big time).Played zhong ji mi ma and loser drink.YY was the biggest loser...Muahaha..he deserve it.Sabo people la.Asshole one.Most of us were dam tired by 3plus,so the girls went to sleep then the guys went out.But went back in,in less than 5 minutes due to something.Then we got to sleep.ZZZ!!!Also freaking never slept for the whole night.

I Played @ 9:39 PM


Monday, January 19, 2009
19January2009 c0mments!
OMG!!!just woke up...Gotta go pack my things for the chalet.Meeting JR at 12.Alright,won't be blogging this few days,keep it alive...thanx peeps

I Played @ 11:26 AM


Sunday, January 18, 2009
18January 2009 c0mments!
Morning wake up then go bball.Dam freaking tired.No one played seriously too.Went for lunch,den home.After go bball training again...Freaking tired.Damn,played two 5v5 and lost both.Zhi Qiang wasn't happy that i kinda scolded my teammates.But i was really freaking du lan wad...I made maybe 1 or 2 miss pass in the two games.But then they got like make 4 or 5(in one game)then let the opponent score.Hate it man.But the good thing from today is that my form is coming back yea...After so long yea...BUT my shooting still SUCKS BIG TIME.Hope the shooting will come back soon.Home after that
If it continues to go on,I think i will really........

I Played @ 7:46 PM


Saturday, January 17, 2009
17January2009 c0mments!
Without any surprise,I had to drag my lazy ass out of bed today.Today was abit the different,cause is me,yu jun and his sis yq go work.Freaking tired.Wah!!yu jun the uncle really dam zai with the work...Do everything no kick like this...Hoho!!The yq said something dam super funny but i can't rmb what izzit liao...liao say it if i can rmb!!!Hahax..Freak!!After work me and yu jun go for dinner and off to buy pants.Bloody hell man...Spent 60+bucks again...Holy shit man!!At this rate,I am gonna broke man..Stupid phone...keep on auto shut down.Freak it.Hate it.

I Played @ 10:43 PM


OMG!! c0mments!
GGed

I Played @ 2:13 AM


17 January 2009 c0mments!
Arghhh...had to drag myself out of bed this morning at 8..snooze the alarm dunnoe till what time..But woke up feeling really damn bloody happy...Hahax...could still remember the dream that i had and i woke up thinking that it was for real again!!!Continue sleeping and when woke up,the sweet feelings still lingers.I wouldn't even mind living in that dream forever and not wake up...How i wish that the dream will really come true...Praying hard that it would.

Alright,work again today.Much more interesting was the work today than the previous days.But soon it got bored,and it was exhausting.But the good thing is that i got the pay today!!!Woots!!And the work from the pcss bkshop pay was also here!!!Wohooo!!...Hmm..Although the pay from working under Yu Jun uncle was higher,but i still prefer working at the bkshop.Lolx..

Haix..cab home with wei jun after that.Then rushed down to orchard to meet sean,lewis,joel, jonathan and wei jun.Ate the dunnoe what at paragon.Then went to cini to catch a movie.Told then not to watch Ong Bak2,but they still went ahead.Alright,to sum up the show in short,it sucks BIG time,With a capital 'S'Wasted money..But who cares!!!!!Wanted to leave halfway,but...MRT home...ZZZ...will have to drag myself out of bed again tomorrow...

Haix...OMG...i tink half of my pay from what i have earned combined have all gone to the pockets of the Taxi drivers..OKAY...i must try to cit down on cab!!I CAN do it!!!I WILL do it!!!I MUST do it!!!!
I hope that i will dream of it again tonight!!really looking forward to sleeping time

I Played @ 12:10 AM


Friday, January 16, 2009
CREDITS!!!!!!!!!!!without de 's' actually c0mments!
Okay!!!Had two new blogskins in two days!!Hmm..and all these is thanx to TESSA!!!!She helped me changed to both and helped mi edited it!!!She's gonna help me edit this tomorrow...she said so..cause is like in a freaking mess now?!?!Hahax!!THANX!!!!so don't say i nvr credit u liao hor...lolx...And once again,thanx Han Ru!!!!

I Played @ 12:11 AM


Thursday, January 15, 2009
15January2009 c0mments!
hmmm...relieve after today ba...submitted the JAE thingy liao.Went to Chye Ping house in the morning with yu jun.His dad sent us there.Submitted the thing at his house there..We played with pokemon cards after...LOLX...can u believe it!!!But it was really fun la...hahx..cab home to take bball after that,den cab to bball with jh,yy and rong yang.OH!!and he was a classmate of my in primary in two or smth?dam long nvr see him liao..Got one match we played 3v3 full court.mi,jh,yy VS rong yang,yu jun and chye ping..OMG!!we kena owned big time at the starting part..lolx..WAH!!!luckily our team got one damn bloody freaking %$#%$#%^ zai de player by the name of Leonard,den we got back into the game,Tied the game at 17-17 and continue on and win!!!He really god-like sia!!hahax..bhb.

After that played 4v4 half court...This time even more god-like.Shot like TEN straight FREE-throw,then missed like about TEN only...Totally KOed after that.Dam tired.Bought drinks then mi jh and yy bus home.On the way JH say it was a deva ju...he dreamt of it before.Then i remembered my dream last night..holy shit...i hope my dream last night will not come true except for one part...I could still rmb it vaguely.

Bloody hell!!!Being with JH on the bus after yy left was like freaking bloody wth tmd the pai sei leh!!All of a sudden for no reason,he suddenly clapped his hand dam loud den say 'f'...The group of beatty girls and got one guy suddenly look at us,den they pause for like a few seconds!!I was like %$%$#^%!!!What the hell did he did that for?!?!I still can remember at the interchange when get down bus the time the ppl were like...Haix...can't blame him actually..Cause he is currently suffering from the metally disorder diability la...mdd for short...Sad enough liao..So dun say him le...

Oh!!Not to forget,I am very grateful to mrs lee,mr ng,miss png,mrs tan-chin,miss lee,and my sis and her bf,to help to play a part in helping me to choose my courses in poly.Special thanx to mrs lee who even took out some time to explain to me the different courses. I really wish that I can get into my 1st choice.I swear to really work hard and put in effort if i do get in.I won't be like what i had been doing in my secondary school life..I am wishing hard for it...but i am totally not hopeful about it...If only i could turn the clock back,I am sure i would have studied instead...But everyone should know that,that is impossible.If everyone could predict the future...then all are gods liao.. what's done cannot be undone..If i do not get what i want...then is slack time again ba i think..

And Tan Yan Jun u suck la!!!last night say what i am finally growing up!!!i thought i Had been all Along!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DEMAND+INSIST+(whatever there is) an apology from you hor!!!

I Played @ 8:42 PM


Wednesday, January 14, 2009
14January2009 c0mments!
nothing much for today also.woke up,went to work.Met jh and yy for dinner den home.OMG.Can life get any more boring then this???????????kill mi if it does man..

I Played @ 9:40 PM


Tuesday, January 13, 2009
13January2009 c0mments!
Nothing much for today.Woke up,went to work with yu and wei jun,home,end of the day.Hope i can submit the jpsae later..hope it will be successful.

I Played @ 8:19 PM


12January2009 c0mments!
I could still remember that i could not sleep the previous night,was turning and tossing.Woke up dam early,but no mood to disturb them.Hahax.My mum brought breakfast for us den after that went to J8 to meet sean lewis and weijun.Ate,walked about and cabbed to sku.relieving our 'o' level days.Saw miss Lee(form teacher)..asked some questions,but she kept mum.knew i was gged when we talked to the other miss lee.HAHAX..the feeling of waiting sucks.We went to the hall before everyone when we were not suppose to,and for mi,I could really feel the intensity or whatever You call it.Decided it was a wrong choice then went to the back of the hall.Had been feeling uneasy since de day i knew gng collect results,and when the results were out,it was right.
But who cares!!!It's over.
LOLX..Oh and i think i knew what was the 26 points that i had dreamt about.26 points was the points that i 1st received from my friend from another school.Hahax...but really scared after that.
Home to emo after that lolx...OMG...and i am super duper fuper luper dam bloody freaking the SORRY to adelle khang..HAHAX..Didn't meant wad i said in the msg.You msg me at a very wrong time liao.Took some time out later in the night to consider the courses.

I Played @ 7:55 PM


11January09 c0mments!
Nothing much today,went for training in the afternoob.As usual,i suck again.After training,met jh and yy for dinner at toyogo.All i could remember was that we had crap alot,and at the end of the dinner,we disturb the auntie...Lolx.
I didn't want to go home so early,so we walked all the way to tpy central.Lolx,talked along the way also,JH is crazy,i swear he is.Cause at the traffic light he suddenly shout den kena diao!Lucky i save him sia..hahax.Then they decided to stay at my house.Alright,watched the wigan vs tottenham match,then after that watch the man utd vs chelsea match.Woots.OWNED!3-0.Went to sleep after that.I love them sleeping at my house man.hahax!!Can disturb them.HAHAX.

I Played @ 7:41 PM


Monday, January 12, 2009
Hmm c0mments!
hmm..somehow after talking to jr and jennica,and looking through the courses,i am feeling much better.Although the points still sucks,but looking on the positive side,there will still be courses that i would be able to enter.Down but not out..oh...and sorry ppl for the previous post for de vulgarities...

oh!!!and much thanx to them..

I Played @ 11:24 PM


c0mments!
FUCK IT
Got those bloody screwed up points...
Go to what crap..no mood for anything..
It was the same just like the previous major exam..
I failed..
very badly..
filled with disappointment..I dunnoe what to fucking say man..
I think i let her down
cried,and it sucks.
History repeats it fucking self...
Gosh...I used too many vulgarities todae.Can't control man..Perhaps,i should heck care the resoultion and let the feelings flow..
HAIX
given up

I Played @ 8:15 PM


OMG!! c0mments!
Alright...shall post more about yesterday later on if got the chance..
OMG!!!!!
D-Day is here...damn it...can't get to sleep last night...keep on wake up...Arghhhh!!
The two pigs still sleeping at my house.Lolx!
PRAY and pray hard

I Played @ 9:42 AM


Sunday, January 11, 2009
Bored c0mments!
2plus now...yet i also dunnoe y i am awake...lolx..the show ima watching now is boring..perhaps i think i should return to my kick off now ba..HUNGRY...arghh..

I Played @ 2:37 AM


Saturday, January 10, 2009
10th January 2009 c0mments!
It's been some time since i slept for such a long time.Shiok sia.Woke up,used com slacked till afternoon till can't stand then went to the arcade.Spent a few bucks.Then went to newton together with Jonus to meet adrain and friends play ball.ZZZ...The people there strong sia...they play good bball and were dam fit...kena bang then fly sia...Haix.Jonus now dam imba siao.Shooting tmd zhun.but the people there also dam vulgar..'f" word fly abot like xiao the...Haix..


After that me and Jonus went to a church and took things..But in the end,did not collect what he had wanted...Lolx..had dinner,then bus home.Haix...den reached home,my bro bought kfc for me to eat...Shiok sia...now dam full liao..WOOOTZ..


What's done cannot be undone already.2 more days.From then on is the start of the new suffering,freak man..Woots..got my pay!!!but tmd...got the basic only...xiao liao...commision must wait till next month...OMG!!OMG!!


I Played @ 9:18 PM


Friday, January 9, 2009
PROBLEMS!and MORE PROBLEMS c0mments!
coming in 1st is:The freaking god damn bloody results..really worried


and in second place:which course should i go for..bloody hell lots of choices..but i dunnoe what my future beholds mi


lastly:is a personal problem!!zzz..U once told me that if i really do **** *** ****den i shud not give up.But now will u still feel the same way?HAHx..doubt so ba!!


oh remember smth bout what we had said yesterday...LOLx...If something can be solved by money,den that's not even consider a problem in the 1st place liao! (but all of my problems can't be solve by it).I run away from my problems by sleeping..so nitez peeps!!


I Played @ 10:50 PM


9th January 2009 c0mments!
Woke up and 9plus todae cause lewis called me to go with them to the open house.Anything since i had nothing on.Woke up,brush up,bath,change and i was out of my house already!fast sia.OMG!i reached there even before they do..ZZZ..then had to wait at the mrt for them.Visited sp 1st,on second thoughts,i don't really liked it.Okay,the we went to Jurong Point to catch a movie-'Red Cliff2'...not bad also.

cabbed to np after that.Sean cousin brought us about the school.Now i think that np actually quite nice,just that is 'abit' de out of way for me.I am quite certain that if my score allows me,i got a good frame of mind what course to go for already.But the 26 points just seems to keep haunting me.Dam it la.Dreams don't come true do they?After np,we cabbed to another place,wasted our freaking time then had to walk a dam upslope.Cabbed to pasir ris to play ball.

Starting didn't really want to play with tis bunch of people,cause they like quite suck,won them as expected.After that they hum ji liao,say they tired.EXCUSES!!!Then a group of philipino came.Played.After that we played a 5v5 full court with them.Really enjoyed the match man!!When we count score and played 20ball,starting kena thrash like siao,sibei sian.Had to play catch up games,and it was dark very hard to see.So i missed alot of shots,tmd.Last part we were losing 19-17.Dam scare lose sia!Phew,i scored 2 tied the game and keith ended the game..Yea!!!
OUR UNBEATEN STREAK THERE CONTINUES....
But quite sianx sia...kena slapped quite a few times on the hand and face!!!kena elbowed on the head also...that one painful sia...Yea,those people were cool.Guilty that i kept on kena the same guy.Dam sorry.

After that we cabbed home again!!!OMG!todae was cab day sia.Dead by then,cab,sean dropped mi at the swimming pool there,bought kfc home for dinner.
SLACKED

Although going for the same open house for two days seems lame..but i did mot regret it..now i am more certain of which one i will be gng for..OMG..the 26 points shit still lingers on my mind.Dam!Help mi anyone?

I Played @ 9:57 PM


8th January 2009 c0mments!
Haix...how unlucky can it get? noe dat was gng to get results earlier on,and den de same night,i freaking dreamt that i got a bloody 26 points for my 'o' level.Wah...when i woke up from de dream, it was 3plus 4,i thought that it was real when i just woke up,but realise that it was impossible.Get back to sleep after quite some time.ZZZ.Usually i don't remember dreams,but this one was so real..FREAK.If monday i really get 26,WAH,siao siao..really dunnoe wad i will do sia..

Okay.But on the happier note,went to the open house for np,sp,tp with yj,jh,zj and jr.A leopard never changes it's spots,we were late,but the girls were latER.Haix...didn't really like np the campus,but attracted by it's courses.Went on to sp.Convinient for me,but dunnoe xia..When we got to tp,every thing was over,jr got to ask somrthing then we left to cini for dinner and movie.Had the HongKong Cafe for dinner.Watched Ip Man.Wah the movie really own xia!!!Nice.Bus home and crapped alot on the way.Jh accompanied me all the way to tpy interchange..yea!!It was great to meet up together with them again...LOLX

I Played @ 9:41 PM


8th January 2009 c0mments!
Alright...tired now...shall post bout the bad night i had last night,and de good times todae,tomorrow.
OMG
gtg...late for the kick off liao...
Seeya

I Played @ 12:34 AM


Wednesday, January 7, 2009
OMG!OMG!!OMG!!!OMG!!!!OMG!!!!! c0mments!
Arghhhhhhh.......
The day is coming!!!!!!
12th January 2009...
This coming monday!!!!!!
Bloody Hell..I am really damn scared when i heard the news.I thought it was just like another day people was saying.But this time is confirm.OWWW...I really dunnoe wad to say or do xia..really freaked out.DAM SCARED!oh save me god...
OMG!OMG!!OMG!!!OMG!!!!OMG!!!!!OMG!!!!!OMG!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!

I Played @ 8:21 PM


Tuesday, January 6, 2009
WOHOO c0mments!
WOOTS!!!!!!!!!
Finally installed the god damn thing sia.Really took some effort!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Dam happy...wohooooooooooo

I Played @ 8:42 PM


6th January 2009 c0mments!
Out with jh and yy again today...ZZZ...sibei dulan now.Can't seems to install the game.WTH sia..Damn.

I Played @ 8:30 PM


CoNfUsE(if you are smart,u won't read finish all...is for mi to kill time) c0mments!
Hmm...This blog hor...I also dunnoe xia...actually i got nth to blog bout.But i am dam bored now,so decide to crap about lo.Hahax.Hmm..what should i talk about.Okay...I shall type what it comes out off hand den.Oh just remember about the sunrise that i just saw with sean angelica lewis and weijun.It was perfect to me.LOVE it.










Hahax...all of us were shaq after that,so we just cab home.There was a period where we still behave like immature kids playing with sand on the beach.They were the people that made me feel like going to school,screw around there.Outside was also fun also,the word 'rule' seems to be taken out from our dictionary.RULES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN.
Also i can remember the time when my class mass pon english lessons.Only like 4 or 5 people stayed on for the lesson.Hahax...He was so angry the next day he stomp into the class and kpkb.And during 'o' level the time..Me sean lewis weijun will meet at J8 for breakfast then go to school.We always reached school 2hours earlier,den keep on complain.But next day,the same thing happen again.Hahax...and for that whole period,we cab to school everyday!! Remember on one ocassion when lewis mum forget to close the house window or something,then we all cab to his house to close the windows.LOLX.

Lastly..hmm.I think that this blog is actually quite usless for me?!?!HAHX.Cause umm..there are actually many things that i would like to write about,but...I just dunnoe how to go about writing xia.I don't want to offend anyone.Perhaps is just my perception of the way i look at things,different people have got different perceptions.Is all right though.So many years have passed this way,and i am still here.I am a tough rubber band which wont snap huh!!LOLX.okay,but there's this guy i think he wont ever get here,so i dun tink he will mind me critising him here ba!I really think he is he big time(censored).He really dam cocky xia,he thinks he's everything xia.He's rich,cute(he's a guy btw),smart...and the list goes on.And the worse thing is that he is just a online guy i know.Never even see him before,he so kpkb liao.He's lucky that i decided not to use any vulgarities,if not 3/4 of this will be filled with it.But the good thing is that telling him anything i wont need to be scare of,since he also won't know who i am.

Lazy to go on anymore,perhaps i shall just lie on my bed and admire the scenery outside...
what bout you?

I Played @ 12:12 AM


Monday, January 5, 2009
5th January 2009 c0mments!
Woke up,slacked and then went to tpy central to meet jh.Went to suntec the nokia service centre to fix his phone.After that we went to the nokia shop,all the phone like wth the expensive la.Want to change also heart pain.Went to the puzzle shop next it.Wanted to buy one...but all also very expensive la.WAH.Sibei xianz.Something was done during the middle for about a few hours,before i met up with jh and yongyuan(yy) for sakae buffet.Halfway through,joanne joined us.Talked alot of rubbish,but we ate considerably little.After eating,mi,jh,yy went to the arcade to shoot some hoops.Hahax.jh super own xia!!!keep on hit the rim.Dam zai..then we bus home together.Went to NTUC,bought chocolate then home...ZZZ...body still aching from yesterday's training

I Played @ 8:37 PM


Sunday, January 4, 2009
4th January 2009 c0mments!
Perhaps is out of jealousy that i am saying these.I am not sure.But i am starting to think that he is getting a little bit of the cocky since he is the 2nd "biggest" now.On top of that,all the niao shots he made get in but i freaking got in none if i did not remember wrongly.Maybe anger has got the better of me.But i got to admit my play sucks now,and he did improve.It wasn't something that i was not expecting,since never play for some time le.Whatever is it,i still think he is a good guy la.He's friendly.
And in the noon while speaking to jh,i don't know how come i will start to think about 'working hard'.To me,I think is total rubbish.Does hard work really pay off?To me is really 'f' it man.Since primary6 after get back the psle the score i started to think that way liao le..Study so hard then,get back some TMD the results.Plus there were some other things that i dun wish to talk about.And there is also the prelim2.Damn.Freak out by my prelim1 results,studied for prelim2,come out still rubbish.OMG.
Sorry people,but there really isn't anything good for me to post about.Hahax.There was something i thought i could cheer about,but it was just a...Never mind,let's have the 'stay positive' mindset ba.Tomorrow will be better than today(if only).

I Played @ 8:13 PM


Saturday, January 3, 2009
3rd January 2009 c0mments!
Today woke up at 10plus like that,then soon after lewis jiu call me to go out liao.Anything,since we were suppose to meet later de..Met up then 1st thing they want makan liao..WTH..i just eaten breakfast only...but anything lo..went fish n co,ordered a calamari and a ice blended(freaking hell!!it was ONE LITRE).Finished then we started to shop about.In the end,i bought a converse sneakers and a t-shirt.Spent bout 100plus..but i thought that the sneakers was quite cheap though.Wei Jun joined us halfway.After that me sean and weijun go to city hall,but cant look for what they were looking for,then we jiu cab home liao..Haix.Slacking at home now...dunnoe what to do..

I Played @ 4:34 PM


Friday, January 2, 2009
2nd january 2009 c0mments!
New Year,suppose to be a new start filled with hope...but i just couldn't see how much better it will be compared to the previous one..In contrast i think that it is worse than the previous one..OMG!OMG!I must try and persuade myself to stay positive no matter what comes..I thought that i could forget about what had happen..but it seems to hound mi even more..Although i seldom regret decissions that i made...but that was one that i felt it was a totally wrong move..A IRREVERSIBLE one.
It was't the first time that something similar of it had happened.I can still remember clearly what had happened the previous time,but this time,it was even more audacious than the 1st.I have learnt my lesson now.Trust no one but myself.I was at a lost for words when i got the news.I was really like 'what the ...'At the moment i thought it was all well and over,but on second thoughts... (Trust needs to be built over time.Trust needs to be built together with patience.Trust is the most basic of a friendship.I lost the trust i had in you..so are we still friends?)

If only everything was like in the show.So easy,so simple.Everything could be just settled in a few words and all is well.WELL,show is still just a show.Everything is controlled by the plot,there is already a ending to the story.How i wish my life was like a fairytale,a happy ending will definitely be at the end.(If that was the case,then i wont be having such a hard time thinking about you.I would love to give up,but..that is not something that i could control.Life.Fate.These are things not within my control.If only i could control,but the main thing here is 'IF'...haix..Problems seems to be stacking,and problems concerning affairs of the heart,is not within my control)

One's life will only be happy if he or she stay positive.I will force myself to stay on a positive note regardless of what!!!!!
(I can still remember what eric had say'if u want to be happy,you have to make other people happy 1st)

I WANNA MEET THE BELLA OF MY LIFE!!
BUT...

I Played @ 10:43 PM


Thursday, January 1, 2009
c0mments!
Alright..this year,i hope it will be different from all the other years.
My Resoultion:
-use less of vulgarities like(****,...)
aiya and some others which i dun feel like saying.
(But that's number one on the list)

I Played @ 6:54 PM


HaPpY NeW YeAr c0mments!
First and foremost HAPPY NEW YEAR people.Yea.2008 has been relatively sucky from all the studying.HAIX.Never mind,i am sure that 2009 will be a very much better year than the previous years.

Anyway just changed to a new skin..lolx.Mickey de skin.I think is quite nice ba.Wah,and is really freaking troublesome xia..need do this do that...Then after that still must dunnoe wad...ZZZ!!

Dam hungry now xia...haven eaten breakfast and lunch.Just woke up not long ago only.ZZZ.Last night met sean lewis weijun mark mok and joel for dinner at marina square..Freaking lots of people xia..after dinner all went to joel house to take something den we went to The Cathay to meet angelica and joel go meet his friend..Went to ben n jerry,slack,then off to the highway to watch the fireworks.After that mi mok mark and weijun cabbed to sean house den sean and lewis sent angelica home.Met at his house,and his brother friends were there too.LOLX.Played 'zhong ji mi ma'and loser had to drink.Wah!Bloody hell..Then i keep on kena.TMD..I think we slept at 4plus if i am not wrong.Woke up this morning the time,felt like shit man.I can't even walk.Hahax...den continued sleeping till 11plus 12...HOMED..and sleep again..GOSH i still feel like shit now man.What a way to start year 2009!!

I Played @ 6:16 PM