Alive and kicking..

2012-01-15T21:49:00.001+08:00

something dun feel right now
enlighten mi pls

2012-01-14T14:56:00.001+08:00

everyone is talking about their 21st bdae...
bdae bdae bdae...
so not looking forward to mine this year...can i just go back to when i was 18?

2012-01-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

actually kinda hope u blv it...
cause this is the 30%
but it just sounds like the 70% coming out from me!

2011-12-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

just when i tot this year was really bad...
dat had to happen....hmmmmm:D
BUTBUTBUT....
its just not right.not the same...
MORALE LEONARD KOH
it just made me even more determine

2011-12-26T15:28:00.001+08:00

perhaps last year lousy way to start the year cause the year to be so bad!!...
sigh..
the worse part is, this year is gonna be worse..
DAM IT MAN!! OMG...
someone tell mi wad to do man...
gonna hit the big 2 soon!!!!

2011-12-16T19:11:00.001+08:00

really duno what to do man...
fuck this seriously!

2011-11-13T15:52:00.002+08:00

OMG....it was too late by the time i said it....
LOLX..
DAM IT....
GEH KIANG GEH KIANG GEH KIANG...
sigh what to do?!?!?!...
feels exactly like that time it happened!...
only consolation: not as bad:D

2011-11-13T03:41:00.001+08:00

what a mood to end what was supposedly to be de perfect week of the year...
seriously...
fuck this

2011-11-12T00:36:00.001+08:00

maybe its time now before it get worse....

2011-10-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

really bad mth eh...
zzzzz.....
really bth...
although i deny it verbally...
but i noe it inside me....

contradicting dream i had...
wish it happen....yet at de same time...
not wishing it to happen...
improvement today...
3 for today:)
KUDOS

2011-09-18T00:25:00.001+08:00

this few days nth do...
have been thinking alot...
and the incident just cant seems to leave my mind...
sigh...
i just wasnt dat good!

2011-09-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

i shud have known it was a mistake from the start.
i aint cut out for such stuffs
what to do

2011-09-04T23:32:00.001+08:00

HAIX!

2011-08-12T02:14:00.001+08:00

closer and closer....
fear engulfed my heart

2011-08-05T01:04:00.001+08:00

4august
good day:D
dat move keep replaying in my head!!!:D:D:D:D...
OMG...
SUPER HIGH...

but cant say wads coming up next

2011-08-03T00:28:00.003+08:00

feeling so weird...
moments back i was feeling really good but now likea duno how to say...
sigh

but its really been long since i have a block shot like dat...
SHIOK
...
BUT STILL....
SIGH

2011-07-21T01:12:00.001+08:00

somehow...
bball and smoking just got the same link...
i duno y?

2011-07-21T01:09:00.001+08:00

reminder: last year, if given the opportunity, go all out, no holding back.

2011-07-21T01:02:00.001+08:00

if u were here
you would definitely tell me what i should do...
but if u were her...
i wouldnt even be in tis dilemma liao la....

2011-07-21T00:45:00.001+08:00

maybe dats de reason y...
no one but only he noes...
lost liao sia this time...
really duno wad to do!?!?
do or dun do!?!?!?

2011-07-18T00:12:00.001+08:00

I found your picture in my wallet
Still got your sweater in my closet
I'll bring 'em by
Maybe tonight

And people ask me how I'm doing?
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind

[Chorus:]
I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
I'm getting over you

I've been playing all the songs you hated
I called a girl I almost dated
She's not the one
But I'm having fun
And I'm better off without you
And I think it's what I want

[Chorus]

Even if it takes forever
I'll get myself together
I've been doing be so much better

I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you

I'm getting over you, whoa
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true

[Chorus]

I'm getting over you

2011-07-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

2,3 weeks bak i was hoping time go bak by one year...
now, today, i am hoping it to go back 3 years....haix!!

2011-07-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

duno y but feeling very happy inside...
am i possessed!!...
HAHA..
haix....
have been running till my leg no strength to jump liao le...

finally solve the mystery..
maybe dats y i am happy!

2011-07-02T22:04:00.001+08:00

想和你说话

2011-07-01T12:03:00.001+08:00

half a year completed!

2011-06-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

how i wish things was like one year back!

2011-06-26T03:25:00.001+08:00

god, please explain to me....y my friend so c to the b.................
where got play this kind of things one...
FUCK!

2011-06-25T02:41:00.001+08:00

smile at good memories
frown at de bad ones
wadever it is,
it is memories
KNN
so hard to quit now....
sian....

2011-06-22T06:49:00.001+08:00

supposedly perfect 10...
my favourite number of all times....
just one last day to cheong...
HAIX....
10
10
10
10
10
10
10
10
10
10
i do, but i no longer do

2011-06-19T14:41:00.001+08:00

last night was a mistake.
shud have just stayed at home.
hearing what he said,
he got all my brain cells working on it last night before i slp.
POWER!

2011-06-19T11:12:00.001+08:00

Cause girl I gotta thing for you And I think it's kinda crazy

2011-06-16T23:53:00.001+08:00

the tough gets going,
the going gets tougher

2011-06-16T13:18:00.001+08:00

hmm...
saw that tweet...
and it got me thinking!!!...
hmmm

2011-06-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

biggest mistake...
feeling so fucked up now...
OMFG
i really want to need to get out of my house!

2011-06-14T21:28:00.001+08:00

haix
i didnt noe it would start this way....neither did i noe it would end dat way!
so much thinking this few days...
sucks ttm:(....

smth struck me while eating just now...
I SUCKED...
i really did

2011-06-13T21:21:00.002+08:00

had the best dream of my life last night....
but i cant rmb....
dam...
shud hav typed it down....
ZZZZZZZZ

2011-06-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

i can take it take it take no more...nvr felt like felt like this before!!!

2011-06-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

就希望你像那些烟一样

2011-06-11T22:04:00.001+08:00

我
真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的真的
很。。。。。

2011-06-09T22:16:00.001+08:00

keeping his words in mind...
but i just duno wad else to do to get rid of the sian feel sia!!

2011-06-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

caught....
duno which is which now...
jialat!

2011-06-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

FUCK LA....
Y AM I FEELING HOW I AM FEELING...
Y I DUNO HOW I AM FEELING NOW...
THIS FEELING SO WEIRD!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!.....

2011-06-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

i really dun wan to disappoint...
but this thing is really starting to get abit out of my control...
GOSH...
HOW AH HOW?!?!

2011-06-05T14:08:00.001+08:00

i have just attended a very important lesson in life

2011-06-05T02:53:00.001+08:00

为色么不舍得呢？

2011-06-04T18:03:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY WTF GOT INTO YOU LAST NIGHT!!!...
OMG!!!!....
FUCK U!..

it cant be...
it just cannot be..

2011-06-02T23:20:00.001+08:00

at last

心里酸酸的，真的很不舒服，真的好想。。。。

2011-06-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

i want to be happy all the time,
so that i wont show the weak side!...

2011-05-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

就快要三个礼拜了。真不懂时间是快还是慢了

2011-05-30T18:14:00.001+08:00

i can i can i can...
nonono
i must i must i must!!!....
GOSH!!!

2011-05-29T23:52:00.002+08:00

naive...
true...
everyone takes after their parents...
everyone is materialistic...
no one isnt...
no one is an exception...

I DUN WAN TO BE POOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRR

i finally know whats de problem:D
i choose to see de happy things that has happened,
but not de happy things going to happen!

2011-05-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

run it out. run it all out tonight!

2011-05-27T19:26:00.003+08:00

really a heartfelt gratitude to my friends who got me through
the worst week of my life

especially the guy who saw me from day 1 to day 7!!!....
LOLX....

u have change,
almost beyond recognition

2011-05-25T00:27:00.001+08:00

leonard ah leonard ah!!

2011-05-23T19:13:00.001+08:00

i might have say u this and that,
but what i told you after that then still counts...
hope u rmb:)
cause u always got me as a friend

2011-05-23T01:05:00.001+08:00

year 2011 really haven been a good year at all
i really wonder what else will be coming at me, for me...
everything will be different once i wake up tmr
i hope at least:D:D

de price of winning de 4d?!?!

2011-05-22T14:35:00.002+08:00

must write it down to keep it as a personal reminder:
can you give me another chance
no
y
cause i like the way it is now,i like being single and all
ll nth to say

one week ltr attached again...
leonard:
remember how words dun really mean anything,
untill de action shows it

2011-05-22T12:03:00.002+08:00

我的心就好象死了
分手的理由，你现在做的东西
根本不一
阿！
你为色么那么的。。。
今天原本因该很开心的。。
都说了，原本！
啊！阿牛说得对
朋友之能帮你那么的多了，剩下的都得靠自己了
男子汉，大丈夫
拿得起，放得下
可是我真的能做到吗？
我只好去想那些不好的东西，
这样子，才可能会开心一点。
我朋友也说得对
这次根本不是我的错，全部是他的错
开始我觉得不是
到了昨天，我知道是他走心了之后
我心了就好象阿！
再也不伤心，只是有一点点的生气
其实是很多点！
为色么你会那么的奸呢！
虽然是这样，我还是真的很担心你
我不想你被那个%￥#骗
到了发现才来后悔，
到时已近太迟了。

我从来没那么的伤心过
很少跌倒，所以不知道痛
一跌倒，我的世界也就跟着得倒了
不到一个礼拜，你有新的男朋友
我还在那儿伤心
我都和你说你们会在一起你还想骗我！
无意中给我发现了就无话可说了

我真的真的希望今晚睡觉起来后!
他会醒来，应为一个星期，
是我给我自己的康复期
我想他，但是我也很想你也是！
第一次的恋爱就给一个混蛋这样的骗取
真的真的不好受！

他说他后悔和我在一起
他也说我是个错误
他说那个男的比我好

只是，
他不子到时因为他要玩他
他根本不是一个好东西
我真的不想看到你受伤多一次
但是，你可能要从哪儿学了，
然后才会懂得珍惜吧

最后最后
SLUT

2011-05-22T11:49:00.002+08:00

i thought it was ytd....
but nope...
heartbreak for one more day.
ARGHHH.....
FUCK....
LIED TTM
break cause u enjoy being single den now ur attached....
can tell me the reason?!?!
u didnt dare!!!
LAST DAY!!...

2011-05-21T20:28:00.001+08:00

what a powerful statement.
which is good.
cause
it totally woke me up.
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2011-05-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

不是很伤心，
只是很生气
为何那么繁简呢？

真的是太夸张了
不到一个礼拜就有新的男朋友
真是便宜

说真的
还是那么一点点地舍不得
但是你真是个
SLUT

2011-05-21T12:09:00.000+08:00

看到了后
跟痛
我真的很想哭出来

2011-05-21T12:03:00.001+08:00

我的心，突然真的很痛很痛
天啊！救救我啊
我真的不行了
自剩下多一天
看来是死路一条

2011-05-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

还是很想你
难道，我们连朋友也不能做吗？？？
我希望你能开心
但是，也希望你不要被带坏
今天听了他讲了的话字后，
我不知道多少
自希望自己错了，而你是对的
因为我太了解你了
阿
也许，我一点也不了解你
是我自作聪明

今天在球场上跌倒了
很痛很痛，
但是，到了现在
我的心还是最痛的
可是，我有一个感觉
你要回来了
：）

2011-05-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

我还是有一点地在想你
在想你是不是和e在说话
你那时候和我说的话都变成了废话
你下午再做了色么
是吗？
人真的是这个样子的吗
你真的是这种人吗？
三年了
漫长的三年了
这几年你有问题，
都是哭哭啼啼
现在我哭了能找谁呢？

我累了
我真的很累了
吃不下，睡不着
你到底是谁啊!
德庆，
快点醒醒啊
我真的好想念你啊！
你的朋友只能帮你那么多
剩下的都要靠你自己了

我爱你
可是要是不醒的话
只有自己再受苦
多三天
希望这三天你醒来
不然
我真的不知道要多久了

2011-05-18T15:43:00.000+08:00

stop being a loser....

stop running in my mind
arent u tired?!?!

cause i am

2011-05-18T15:25:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2011-05-18T11:55:00.001+08:00

4 more days

2011-05-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

is this even the Leonard i know for the past 19 years?!?!

2011-05-16T19:48:00.001+08:00

they cant be there for u all the time Leonard,
no one can,
u got to get it over by yourself:D

i always believe in
u only treasure things/people when u lost them
I GOT PROVED I WAS RIGHT BIG TIME!!!

2011-05-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

u said u cant celebrate this year so u book mi in advance for next year...
izzit still on!?

2011-05-16T18:19:00.003+08:00

i just went through it...and it was all just...
all it took was one night...
just one night.

it all feels so different now..
words can hardly describe how i fill and
food can hardly go into my mouth.

i got this brochure and it wrote
are u in pain
i tot
yes
but then
de bubbles did not have de word heart dere
and i cant solve de problem now.

i am whining like such a fucking pussy dat i am starting to get annoyed with myself
but den once again
i just cant help it

each time i see u
i tot
hey is dat u?!?!
and my heart went titanic

ppl tell me it takes time, and i would tell them de same thing
but to me
is how long....

each time i receive a msg i rush to it,
to only receive disappointment for myself
i really duno wad went wrong
u said i treated u much btr den i shud
but i nvr tot so
and we went boomz

3nights, 8 hours of slp.
power
worse den when i in camp....
GOSH!!!....SAVE ME!!

now i noe y they avoid all de places
cause de memories came rushing like
i am north pole and they are south pole
when u and i are north pole now

yes time...
its only a matter of time before i fall,
fainted

2011-05-15T21:56:00.001+08:00

i cant bring myself to do it....
FUCK!

2011-05-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

u happy i will be happy
but for now...
i will get over this sad period on my own!!!

2011-05-15T07:47:00.001+08:00

way too painful!!!...

i need a way out!!!

2011-05-15T03:07:00.001+08:00

last time i put in effort,
i tried putting in effort for this
i failed even worse...
is there any reason for me to put in any effort at all

2011-05-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

i will get over it...
but i will....

2011-05-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

i am strong....
i am good...
leonard leonard be strong:)....
like we have discussed...
BEST FRIENDS

2011-05-14T15:05:00.001+08:00

this is it....
u have one more day leonard:D:D...

2011-05-14T13:42:00.001+08:00

may 13 2011

2011-04-18T23:12:00.001+08:00

1st day and things in sch is gng this way...
FUCKING AWESOME!!!!....

de feeling is just like another stretch in de rubber band!!!!

2011-03-18T21:13:00.001+08:00

if it always go 你开心就好，will others think the same when it goes for you?
也许我们有太多的不一样了

2011-03-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

i hate to be called petty
i hate even more to be like him!!..
HAIX...
but then!....

2011-03-12T18:00:00.000+08:00

2nd time....
i am scared...
i dun wan it to ever happen again...
HAIX!

2011-02-24T21:30:00.001+08:00

NOW
i know how it feels...
to face the night alone...
is like watching a horror movie at night...
and feeling de effects bit by bits in de day!

2011-02-17T00:27:00.001+08:00

hardest three words to type it out!!!

2011-02-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

i am sorry leonard....

2011-02-05T22:11:00.002+08:00

just a big thank you to
ONG WEI, TARIN AND LYDIA
for the surprise...
love u ppl:D

2011-01-20T13:56:00.001+08:00

be a good boyfriend:(
or
be a good friend!!!!:(
alternatively,
can i achieve both:)
HMMM...
U CANT HAVE BOTH PIES AND EAT IT
de idea is there...
i dun rmb the saying!

2011-01-20T02:00:00.000+08:00

many things have happened this year...
one thing i noe..
i am not a good bf!

2011-01-16T22:04:00.001+08:00

16 January 2011
:'(

2011-01-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

there are always things
that you dun want to find out
...
maybe if one day i dun care anymore...
....
from now on...
believe in yourself!
sometimes...
u cant even believe in yourself at times in some occasion

hardwork do pay off in some instances...
tyvm fm

2011-01-01T19:11:00.001+08:00

1.1.11
Hmmm...
nice date...
this shall be a good year...
2010 was awesome.
i hope 2011 will be better!!...
GREEDY!!!!
delete the unhappy memories in 2010
leave the happy one there
for we all are gng to make new memories:)

2010-12-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

how do u define compatibility

2010-12-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

are we?!?!
or
are we not?!?!
hmmm....
GOOD QUESTION!!

2010-12-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
hongkong was relatively awesome...
all the stupid things said and done..
all the things bought..
when i was broke when i still have two more days to go dere....
HAHA!!!...memories i have to say...

HAIX!!!...
i really dun feel good now...
damn...
y did i go remind myself of it...
y i so itchy hand go click!!!...
STUPID BOY!!!...
i tot i had got it over bak then in hk...
it was only just for dat moment!

2010-12-05T14:26:00.002+08:00

FML....FUCK U STRANGER...U SCREWED ME BADLY!!!....
...
putting that aside...
biggest acomplishment in life today
5th december 2010
number 79351
completed my 1st ever marathon...
wow...it was crazy....
I REALLY RESPECT PEOPLE WHO COMPLETE THEM SO BLOODY FAST!!!

2010-12-03T01:04:00.001+08:00

y did i feel how i felt?!!?

2010-11-25T21:26:00.001+08:00

sian...
yet dere's nth i can do....
yawns....

2010-11-24T18:14:00.002+08:00

ty sooooo soooooo much tessa:)
<3<3<3<3<3
I LOVE YOU
:)