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it all feels so different now..
words can hardly describe how i fill and
food can hardly go into my mouth.
i got this brochure and it wrote
are u in pain
i tot
yes
but then
de bubbles did not have de word heart dere
and i cant solve de problem now.
i am whining like such a fucking pussy dat i am starting to get annoyed with myself
but den once again
i just cant help it
each time i see u
i tot
hey is dat u?!?!
and my heart went titanic
ppl tell me it takes time, and i would tell them de same thing
but to me
is how long....
each time i receive a msg i rush to it,
to only receive disappointment for myself
i really duno wad went wrong
u said i treated u much btr den i shud
but i nvr tot so
and we went boomz
3nights, 8 hours of slp.
power
worse den when i in camp....
GOSH!!!....SAVE ME!!
now i noe y they avoid all de places
cause de memories came rushing like
i am north pole and they are south pole
when u and i are north pole now
yes time...
its only a matter of time before i fall,
fainted