2nd january 2009
c0mments!
New Year,suppose to be a new start filled with hope...but i just couldn't see how much better it will be compared to the previous one..In contrast i think that it is worse than the previous one..OMG!OMG!I must try and persuade myself to stay positive no matter what comes..I thought that i could forget about what had happen..but it seems to hound mi even more..Although i seldom regret decissions that i made...but that was one that i felt it was a totally wrong move..A IRREVERSIBLE one.
It was't the first time that something similar of it had happened.I can still remember clearly what had happened the previous time,but this time,it was even more audacious than the 1st.I have learnt my lesson now.Trust no one but myself.I was at a lost for words when i got the news.I was really like 'what the ...'At the moment i thought it was all well and over,but on second thoughts... (Trust needs to be built over time.Trust needs to be built together with patience.Trust is the most basic of a friendship.I lost the trust i had in you..so are we still friends?)
If only everything was like in the show.So easy,so simple.Everything could be just settled in a few words and all is well.WELL,show is still just a show.Everything is controlled by the plot,there is already a ending to the story.How i wish my life was like a fairytale,a happy ending will definitely be at the end.(If that was the case,then i wont be having such a hard time thinking about you.I would love to give up,but..that is not something that i could control.Life.Fate.These are things not within my control.If only i could control,but the main thing here is 'IF'...haix..Problems seems to be stacking,and problems concerning affairs of the heart,is not within my control)
One's life will only be happy if he or she stay positive.I will force myself to stay on a positive note regardless of what!!!!!
(I can still remember what eric had say'if u want to be happy,you have to make other people happy 1st)
I WANNA MEET THE BELLA OF MY LIFE!!
BUT...
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